What I Was Thinking When I Found The Dog Leash

When I found the dog leash laying in a drawer in Myrtle's bureau, many thoughts popped into my head. First of all, I knew something had to be going on if there was a new dog leash that Myrtle was hiding from me. This thought gave me the suspicion that Myrtle was having an affair with another guy, and whoever that guy was bought a dog leash and she took it home with her. I was starting to think very bad thoughts, especially one that involved the murderer being the guy who was having an affair with my wife. At about the same time I also remembered that Myrtle came home with a bruised face and swollen nose, and I thought this could have been related to the same guy Myrtle was supposedly having an affair with. I thought of all things I could do in response to finding this dog leash in my home, especially trying to find the Myrtle's "lover". Just mentioning the fact that Myrtle was having an affair with another guy makes me so sick, and even though Myrtle is dead, I will always think of her as the woman who never really loved me. The dog leash proves that she did not want me anymore and she was trying to get away from me. My thoughts then shifted to wanting revenge on this guy who was seeing my wife behind my back. I am not going to be kind or be gentle with this guy; he deserves to be killed for his actions against me. I needed to devise a plan for revenge to stand up for my lost wife and put my words into actions rather than just feeling upset over my wife's death. More importantly, I knew I needed to show everyone that I would not be a loser who sits around and does not do anything. I needed to assert my dominance as a fearless husband who will do anything to get revenge for wrongful acts against my wife. I also thought that I needed more evidence to find this suspicious individual because I did not have a clear cut person at this point. I knew it could not be Tom because he showed up after Myrtle's death. Maybe I would ask Tom and he might tell me where to go. You can definitely tell that my thoughts are focused on revenge at this point, and I will show the world that I will carry out my revenge, no matter what it takes.