What I Was Feeling When Myrtle Was Killed

After Myrtle was killed, I was completely devastated and very upset. She was the love of my life, and now she is gone from me forever. I loved her so much and she was basically the only thing I had to live for. My life was miserable before, and now it it only going to get worse. I was completely stunned that my wife would   run out into the road like that. I made no attempt to stop her because I did not catch the act until it was all lover. I am certainly angry at the driver because whoever ran over her did not even try to stop the car. I am furious that the people in the car drove just drove away from the scene, not even making an effort to help or come to me. After the car fled the scene, I was so sad to see my wife dead in the middle of the road. I lost all hope and I became emotionally distraught for a while. I felt empty inside and felt I had nothing left. Even though Myrtle left the garage often to get away, I still felt that she loved me and I loved her. I was definitely at a loss for words at that point; I did not know how to explain my feelings to Michealis. I was actually going to take Myrtle out West to show that I wanted to spend more time with her, but that opportunity was out of the question for sure. My relationship with Myrtle is much deeper than many of the characters thought it was, and they probably do not know that she meant the whole entire world to me. My attitude could be described  as many negative feelings: depressed, melancholy, dejected, despondent, and emotionally destroyed. I was also very confused because I did not know how to make sense of the situation. It all happened so fast and I was dazed for the rest of the day. Overall, my feelings were that of being confused and upset because the one thing I was attached to was separated from me forever.